These r the thoughts lyrics

Artist  : Alanis morissette 
Song : These r the thoughts
 
these are the thoughts that go through my head in
my
backyard on a Sunday afternoon when I have the
house to
myself and i'm not expending all that energy on
fighting with
my boyfriend
is he the one that I will marry? why is it so
hard to be
objective about myself? why do I feel cellularly
alone? am I
supposed to live in this crazy city? can blindly
continued fear-
induced regurgitated life-denying tradition be
overcome?
where does the money go that I send to those in
need? if we
have so much why do some people have nothing
still? why do I
feel frantic when I first wake up in the morning?
why do you
say you are spiritual yet you treat people like
shit?
how can you say you're close to god and yet you
talk behind
my back as though I am not a part of you? why do
I say I'm fine
when it's obvious I'm not? why's it so hard to
tell you
what I want? why can't you just read my mind?
why do I fear that the quieter I am the less you
will listen?
why do I care whether you like me or not? why is
it so hard
for me to be angry? why is it such work to stay
conscious and
so easy to get stuck and not the other way
around?
will I ever move back to canada? can I be with a
lover with
whom I am a student and a master? why am I
encouraged to
shut my mouth when it gets too close to home? why
cannot I
live in the moment?