Rilkean heart lyrics

Artist  : Cocteau twins 
Song : Rilkean heart
 
Rilkean heart, I looked for you to give me
transcendent experiences
To transport me out of self and aloneness and
alienation
Into a sense of oneness and connection ecstatic
and magical
I became a junkie for it
I came looking for the next high

And I’m sorry I’ve been putting the search on the
wrong place
I understand that you’re confused, feeling
overwhelmed
Well that’s a feeling state from then, the
reality

With cleaning up my emotional life and getting in
touch with myself
I’m beginning to ground myself in my own sense of
being as an entity
One entity on the planet,
Becoming truly self reliant
And become connected with something beyond me
That is where I have to go

I’m so sorry I’ve been putting the search on the
wrong place
You’re lost and don’t know what to do
But that’s not all of you
That’s your reality today
And that is all okay

I understand that you’re confused, feeling
overwhelmed
Well that’s a feeling state from then, the
reality

Rilkean heart

You’re lost and don’t know what to do
But it’s not all of you
That’s your reality today
And now it’s all okay

I understand that you’re confused, feeling
overwhelmed
Well that’s a feeling state from then, the
reality

Rilkean heart
I looked for you to give me transcendent
experiences
To transport me out of self and aloneness sent
alienation
Into a sense of oneness and connection, ecstatic
and magical
I became a junkie for it
I come looking for the next high and I’m sorry
I’ve been putting the search
On the wrong place
I understand that you’re confused, feeling
overwhelmed
Well love’s a feeling straight from then, the
reality

Growing up, my emotion of loving and
Getting in touch with myself and I’m getting
(different from twinlights)
To be proud of myself and my own sense of
healing
As connected to an entity of the planet

Look I’m truly self-reliant
I’ve become connected with something beyond me
And that is where I have to go
I’m so sorry I’ve been putting the search on the
wrong place
I’m lost I don’t know what to do
It’s not all on you
That’s the reality today
Right now it’s gone
I understand that you’re confused
Feeling overwhelmed
Well that’s a feeling straight from then
The reality
Rilkean
Heart x7
I’m lost I don’t know what to do
It’s not all on you
That’s the reality today
Right now it’s ? 
I understand that you’re confused
Feeling overwhelmed
Love’s a feeling straight from then
The reality