Salve mea lyrics

Artist  : Faithless 
Song : Salve mea
 
How can I change the world if I can`t even change
myself?  
I cannot change the way I am?  
I don`t know, I don`t know.  
I take a look at the world behind these eyes,  
Every nook, every cranny reorganize,  
Realize my face don`t fit the way I feel.  
What`s real?  
I need a mirror to check my face is in place,  
Incase of upheaval, fundamental movement below,  
What`s really going on I want to know,  
But yo, we don`t show on the outside, so slide.  
Just below my skin I`m screaming...  
I need a mirror for my spirit,  
Yeah, can you feel it?  
When I get deep, want to hear myself sleep,  
Not drowning, tumbling around and around in the
voices  
Like a crowd in my head so loud,  
I wonder what it`s like to be dead,  
I hope it`s quiet, noise in my head like a riot, 

Any remedy you have for me I`ll try it.  
Just below my skin I`m screaming...  
I`m going deep, so deep that I can`t sleep,  
The pills ain`t cheep but the bills are steep,  
So I [?] with a booze and a spiff,  
Try to snooze,  
But who`s dreaming, this is win or loose,  
Put down the drink, try not to think,  
Let it go, fundamental movement below,  
And yo, reality is dreaming,  
Just below my skin I`m screaming...