Misguided fortune lyrics

Artist  : Flotsam and jetsam 
Song : Misguided fortune
 
Another night of restless sleep, a life I chose to
lead,
Dream of harsh reality, a vision of your life you
see.
House of fire; the price you pay for a broken
family,
The anger that burns inside, you still can't set
it free.
Struggle for your sanity, betrayed and left
alone,
No one to reach out to, for you to call your own.
You want to end this life of hell, to free your
heart of stone,
In self-digrace, the human race, the streets
become your home.

Day and night are now the same as winter falls
and feeds the pain,
Do you think that you're to blame for the life
they chose to lead.
The cards were dealt for them to play in a game
of life and death,
They lost their lives, misguided fortune, there's
nothing for you now.
Darkness settles over you, only memories breed
more pain,
Molded from the grinding stone, you live your
life in vain.
Blackened scarfs that remain alive, you cover
with your guise,
Time to live, time to die, which will you decide?

Misguided fortune,
A life they did not choose to lead,
Misguided fortune,
No one to guide you in this insanity,
Misguided fortune,
You paid a price for their fatal mistake,
Misguided fortune,
This is not how they wanted it to be...

House of fire, a price well paid, a life now
yours to lead,
You released the pain from inside, before it
drained your life.
You came to terms, you weren't to blame for their
decisions now are yours,
The mask is gone, no more to hide, the face of
fate you kept inside.
Against the odds you stayed alive, to rebuild
this fatal mess,
The life in vain that sucked you in is fading
with the past.
You found a home, security, the strength that you
desired,
To live your life long prophecy, your chance to
kill the fire.