Why did i decide to stay? lyrics

Artist  : Heatmiser 
Song : Why did i decide to stay?
 

kept my coat on
while you put your empty arms around me
kept my shirt on
and wrestled my memory down
when i put my arm around you
i had to hold my mand in place
i didn`t move to keep you from feeling chased

dropping off
you smile easy
what was i supposed to say?
hits the ground 
and it dies easy
why did i decide to stay?

looks like i should forget you now
underneath the covers i`m not naked
maybe you were never next to me
does all recorded history start tomorrow morning?
did you forget or were your kisses my final
warning?

a spent bullet brought me down
add me to the list you stopped with blanks
or how about a rundown of the top 100
where do i rank
did i even make the list
or did i make a big mistake?

dropping off
you smile easy
what was i supposed to say