Depersonalisation lyrics

Artist  : Illdisposed 
Song : Depersonalisation
 

There's no door in these cold
walls
surrounded by the infinite

My
card is reading cardiac
my thoughts won't seem
to comprehend

Why? The lost sentence, in
varieties of religious experience

The
truth: a direful legacy, has driven me to my
knees
I'm hurt
Pschiatric disbelieve, "good
luck when you're panoplied"
A force divided by
slavery, a senseless futility

A must to
see the unholy state, in which I was held for a
while
A study in grief taking over my mind, as
I declared my soul to behind
Just longing for
the first day, to say, I'm back this time I'm
here to stay

Can't you see the one aspect,
that makes my gift to innocence
The
metaphysics were caressed, by every bit of air I
breathed
In lustfulness

I've lost, a
loser without a name, must be my
contribute
Your trust, the effort of
ficticiousness, my grief is compelling me
The
sign, the sign is for all to see, I know what to
do with thee

Waverer, to bewail, led
defeats
Engrossing my fate, my heart's
decadence, capitulation
Time to intrude, to
declare the fate, an angel will fall
My
aspiration, you beg, the iteration, imbibes, as
only you can
I've tried, to leave this fucking
hell