Descriptive essay, 100 words lyrics

Artist  : Impossibles 
Song : Descriptive essay, 100 words
 

to whom it may be of any concern:
i forget this lesson each time that its` learned,
this argument
that i try to defend, it`s not logic, it`s a
means to an end, it`s
a fiendish ploy, like you mean me no harm.  it`s
so misconceived...
but it works like a charm.  if my fingers clench
too tightly, it`s
because i`m afraid i`ll lose my grip.  if i think
about you nightly
it`s because i`m afraid i might forget.
excuse my mess as i pitch this fit, it bothers me
more than i
can admit...my face goes flush my head starts to
ache.

i think this may be my biggest mistake...