Christina lyrics

Artist  : Keith Murray 
Song : Christina
 


I'm always getting shitted on son, ain't gonna be
no, no different
Can you accept me as I am? I
ask you
Always, the love lords? I need
you
Can you open your heart to mine and accept
me and all my faults
During the human course
activity, watch me give me my room
I am
radiant, give me my space, I am
light

[Verse 1]
Yo, 2/27/98 I wrote a
check out
to H.W. funeral home for my little
sister Christina
15 years old damn man this
fuckin world is so cold
8 months before I had
to do three years
Coming from the air port my
face burning with tears
I had this black cloud
hovering over me
Far back as I can check back
down my family tree
Its been with me since my
first LP
2nd LP I was sittin in court
3rd
LP I was trapped in the belly of the beast, got
it back to the streets
by the power of the
mind and positive of light
some say livin is
death and dying is life
I say pray for me that
I should be born tonight
I remember roaming the
streets in those cold winter nights
Look at me
this is my life

[Chorus]
Suddenly my
life feels so alone, tell me what the hell is
going on
Tell me, tell me, why my life feels
so alone, so wrong
Tell me what the hell is
going on
Help me, please help me

[Verse
2]
I can't even begin to explain the mental
anguish
I went through as a child when I heard
my pops had passed
I went to see him on the
sick bed
with my grandmother, that day I knew
it was the last
I loved him but I had to grow
up without him
Over the years I've lived
through frustrations and questions
In 90' I
went to jail as an adolescent
Then in 92' my
moms had to go back to the essence
Got me
thinkin about the meaning of my existence (I lost
my best friend)
I realised the devil was spying
on my from a distance
He don't want me to
receive my blessings he fear me
My family
suffered more deaths then the Kennedy's
This
is real and if you don't believe me ask someone
that grew with me
Know them and feel my
energy
Please never fabricated nor duplicated
so I ask you
Can you open you hearts and minds
and receive me with all my faults
Can you open
your hearts and minds unconditionally to begin to
understand my cause
Hey yo this world is a pool
of sharks
But I'm the animal right when I stand
up for myself and bark
And this year I gotta go
all out for it
I've been hustlin for 13 years,
nothin to show for it (I mean nothin)
Lookin
over my bills damn they eaten me
up
Entertainment task force watchin so what
the fuck
I paid my taxes too fuck you and your
uncle
The laws of nature will see me
through
And yeah I peep it and naw it ain't no
secret
How niggaz give their word with no
intentions to keep it
I'm givin you the roots
of the real
My emotional feelings bi-polar is
how I feel

[Chorus]