Drunk by myself lyrics

Artist  : Nas 
Song : Drunk by myself
 
Uhh,Uhh, Where am I going?
Where am I? Yo, it's ill

[Verse 1]
 
Yo my wife's tired of fucking me
Life tries ducking me
Luckily I find 'em just at the right time
Mack in my right arm, Tequila bottle in 
My left arm like Cristian
Watching my life go, keeping myself in
Wolves in the night yo, hells men
Two revolvers I can let twelve spin
Hop in my Benz, push it to the limit
Buck-sixty, who wit' me? My (?) to well 
Twisted blunts and inner conscience
Telling me that I aint shit
No matter how much cash I sit with
Still gotta ask the lord for forgiveness
My precious baby girl came like forty nights of
rain
To replenish my adolescent brain
Blessed be her name, before her birth I was
insane
So I drive the cooler pressure down, delay the
pain
I ate from these poisonous, fucked up streets
Tasted larceny, it was sweet, I starved for more
to eat
Though I took, that was to live, hope God will
forgive
As odd as it is, the more I gain the harder it is
To maintain, bitches playin' games
Niggas snitchin', I aint saying names
But y'all niggas better watch how y'all slang
Lost so many close niggas, drunk almost crashed
I'm going too fast, highway patrol will just
flash
Lights in my rearview, if they stop me I hope
they lock me
Instead they speed ahead
Yo nigga watch me

[Chorus:]

I'm drunk by myself, gun under my seat
I don't want none of my peeps caught up in none
of my beef
I'm a ride to the end of the road if I have to
Praying no car speeds by for me to crash to
Steering wheel in my hand
Trying to hold it steady
Anything in my way is dead
Cause that's the way I feel, I am already
When I'm drunk by myself alone in the zone
Drunk by myself

[Verse 2]

Heard niggas hate me, but I hated too once
Been in the shoes of a Wolf in the night when he
hunts
For every shell niggas bust, we bust at ourselves
Can't tell them niggas nothing though, bullets
wak'em up well
Take them to hell
Stick up niggas once ran up on me
My deckited lifestyle attracted sharks on me
I aint your mark homey
It's hard to look straight, my foot on the brake
Spilling my bottle not even shook of the Jakes
Could hardly look both ways, put out the hayes
blurry vision
Think about the time in my life before I was in
televison
Hella women, jealous niggas up in my vision
Since we all hood niggas expect kilos
For what they not seeing is police expect Rico
Only if I could take care of everybody,
intoxicated
Windows up blastin A.C. going wherever instinct
takes me
I hate it when I'm like this
The bottle's my accomplice

[Chorus: 1x]

[Verse 3]

The reason that I want to be alone 
Tired of all the things that went wrong 
That would have went right if I would have did it
on my own
Take another swigg
The more I drink, the more I think bad thoughts
Fake friends who hung around who wanna bring you
down
Not knowing who to trust, runors about niggas
coming through
Supposedly to shoot at us, not knowing what was
true
Or what to believe, that's why I'm on the low
lately
Choosing a Henny bottle over a friend, lost again
To keep my mind off that weak shit
There's love through it all, things to live for
I swerve, almost crash into a wall
Think about the good, find myself laughing
Turn the cell off, no way to be reached
Know I'm near my crib, trying to see my way
through the streets
Reminded of the positive, I take my drunk ass
home
Start feeling out of it, can't wait to get out of
this whip
Bring my ass to the crib
I'm tired...

[Chorus: 1x]