Suicidal thoughts lyrics ( Notorious b.i.g. )
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Artist : Notorious b.i.g. Song : Suicidal thoughts [RING, RING]
(Hello? Aw shit, nigga. What the fuck time is
it, man?
Oh god damn. Nigga do you know what time it is?
Aw shit, what the fuck's goin' on? You alright?
Aw, nigga what the fuck is wrong wit you?)
When I die, fuck it I wanna go to hell
Cause I'm a piece of shit, it ain't hard to
fuckin' tell
It don't make sense, goin' to heaven wit the
goodie-goodies
Dressed in white, I like black Tims and black
hoodies
God will probably have me on some real strict
shit
No sleepin' all day, no gettin my dick licked
Hangin' with the goodie-goodies loungin' in
paradise
Fuck that shit, I wanna tote guns and shoot dice
All my life I been considered as the worst
Lyin' to my mother, even stealin' out her purse
Crime after crime, from drugs to extortion
I know my mother wished she got a fuckin'
abortion
She don't even love me like she did when I was
younger
Suckin' on her chest just to stop my fuckin'
hunger
I wonder if I died, would tears come to her eyes?
Forgive me for my disrespect, forgive me for my
lies
My babies' mothers 8 months, her little sister's
2
Who's to blame for both of them (naw nigga, not
you)
I swear to God I just want to slit my wrists and
end this bullshit
Throw the Magnum to my head, threaten to pull
shit
And squeeze, until the bed's, completely red
I'm glad I'm dead, a worthless fuckin' buddah
head
The stress is buildin' up, I can't,
I can't believe suicide's on my fuckin' mind
I want to leave, I swear to God I feel like death
is fuckin' callin' me
Naw you wouldn't understand (nigga, talk to me
please)
You see its kinda like the crack did to Pookie,
in New Jack
Except when I cross over, there ain't no comin'
back
Should I die on the train track, like Remo in
Beatstreet
People at the funeral frontin' like they miss me
My baby momma kissed me but she glad I'm gone
She knew me and her sista had somethin' goin' on
I reach my peak, I can't speak,
call my nigga Chic, tell him that my will is
weak.
I'm sick of niggas lyin', I'm sick of bitches
hawkin',
matter of fact, I'm sick of talkin'.
[BANG]
(hey yo big...hey yo big)
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