Shaking the doll lyrics

Artist  : Nova heather 
Song : Shaking the doll
 

Oh I won`t be your pretty baby
I won`t eat from your hand again
And the man in the white says it`s alright
He says, come on girl give up the fight
You`ll go to sleep, there will be no pain
Well I want to live with myself again

Well, where we lived there was a lighthouse
Throwing a white beam into our house
Over my body when I was sleeping
Over the secrets I was keeping
I could tell myself there would be no pain
But I have to live with myself again

I`m digging up, I`m digging up
I`m digging up, I`m digging up
I`m digging up, I`m digging up
I`m digging in the earth

I`m looking for signs
And I`m shaking the dolls
And the fairy-tales lied
And somewhere, back there
I didn`t understand
Man and woman and woman and man
And I`m shaking the dolls
I`m shaking the dolls

Ooh - the dream isn`t coming through
I can`t feel for you

Well somewhere, back there
I didn`t understand
Man and woman and woman and man
And I`m shaking the dolls
I`m shaking the dolls
Ooh I have to live with myself again
I want to be with my body again
You can`t make me hollow again

Ooh - the dream isn`t coming through
I can`t feel for you.

Love, shooting up, through my veins
I gotta get a hit again