I summon thee, oh father - death embrace me lyrics

Artist  : Ophthalamia 
Song : I summon thee, oh father - death embrace me
 
I sit in loneliness and watch the meaning of my
past.
It dances and twitches then it lays down and
dies.
I see the morning sky tremble and then it open
and begin to cry
as night falls and darkness fills my room...
whispering thoughts haunt me, my candle burns
low.
Can I find my fate? Can I be one with my desire?

The perchment of my future burns fast and I burn
myself
badly in my futile attempt to save it.
The black blood of my heart weeps, in every tear
a part of myself.
I have features of youth but a soul of age.
Why can't I see the web of lies my life is based
upon
so I can cut them and become one with the sky?
I long for the harmony... the peace within me.
I wish to see myself in the burning light
of truth and no longer be a victim of hate.
I search for the purity in me... I search in my
blood...
I open my vein to see what ever it may be.
And as the red rivers of my life flow from its
tunnels and caves...
I see lies and falseness die.
I'm fading away, drowing in a thick mist of
burning ice.
I'm showered in the blood of dying hate and I
feel pure.
I'm taken to the breast of my truth and I'm
reborn.