This is the pain called sorrow to the memory of me lyrics

Artist  : Ophthalamia 
Song : This is the pain called sorrow to the memory of me
 
This paper have gone creased of all these dripping
tears of mine
but I won't change it so that you'll see my grief

The grey cloudness heaven weeps in its painfull
anguish
the mistfilled morning outside is paralysing my
mind
my eyes are like to fading ravens on a snowfilled
sky
my features are as dying and fading as the rivers
of love
This is the pain called sorrow my scream echoes
in the night
this is the no-tomorrow my useless everlasting
fight

reality bleeds

Snowdressed whispers gently fall down
on silent ground if visions in beauty
...ahh under the stars the ancient trees watch my
cry
the horizon is filled with black bird singing
moaning songs
as my last breath caresses my lips... watch me
leave
Who lays a thought on me now as I lie here
forgotten?
my eyes memories have been wiped away
the speech of my mouth can't be awaken no more
my hair which once played with the wind have
stopped it's game
Don't wake me up!