It doesn't matter lyrics

Artist  : Rehab 
Song : It doesn't matter
 
 Sittin in traffic another day of feeling nothing
Trying to find something I guess it's back to
huffin'
Paint and model glue oh how I die when I look
At you smilin' lovin' life and all I know is blue
Rainy days and cold stares broken love affairs
Everything's beautiful as long as I ain't there
I guess I wasn't meant to crack a smile who cares
I think I'll go to sleep for a while now

I'm barely livin' in my skin depression's my only
friend
And I don't know where I am heading tryin' to
forget where I've been
And I'm so sick of lying God please shwo me that
silver lining
Cuz I've heard tale and I'm not well my heads
full of hell and
This world's a jail but

And it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
Cuz everything good's over there
And everything here's hard to bear
And it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
Cuz everything good's over there
And everything here's hard to bear

And as the apin begins to displace had it to ear
level
With this place you see it on my face a state of
suspended grace
Gradually I erase and find comfort in the sickest
womb
I might be present but no in the room
To whom it may consume melting ensembles bleeding
chellos running through
 
Bordellos drama
Like Othello hidin' out from Poncharello
Dead off in the Median
Fallin apart like usual handin' out flyers to my
funeral

So they say that life's a play and that all the
world's a stage
Then for another part I pray the show ends the
same way everyday
And my heart carries the pain of a brain I can't
explain
Am I insane
Am I insane

And it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
Cuz everything good's over there
And everything here's hard to bear
And it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
Cuz everything good's over there
And everything here's hard to bear

And everything good is gone
And everything good is gone
And everything good is gone
And everything bad is here
And everything bad is here
And everything bad is here
It doesn't really matter now does it

And it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
Cuz everything good's over there
And everything here's hard to bear
And it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
Cuz everything good's over there
And everything here's hard to bear