Rubicon lyrics

Artist  : VNV Nation 
Song : Rubicon
 


Praying for myself.
These thoughts I try to
hide.
I have faith in me and hope this will
survive.
But it's tearing me apart.
I can't
hear the words by which I guide.
So I must ask
again who will carry me.

I will not deny
that nothing can defend
from the helplessness
that's cutting deep inside,
and I cannot
prevent the thought that nothing's real.
Seems
I've waited years for this day to end.

The
strength I need to feel, the pride inside of
me,
Are not there behind the face staring back
at me.
The anger and the pain of knowing where
I am.
I have come so far and I cannot
return.

Nothing I can do that I have not
done.
No words I can say. No truth left that I
can see.
So must I let this end so everything
falls apart.
Before I live the life as I have
always done.

Tell me what to do so I do
nothing wrong.
Something I can hope for.
Something real that I can see.
So nothing
falls apart. So that it does not end.
I cannot
return. I can't start again.