The unchosen one lyrics

Artist  : Vertical horizon 
Song : The unchosen one
 
God why you want to play with me
Can't you see I'm tumbling down
And like your favorite toy
Boy I'm tired of being thrown around 

You lead me through this life of complication and
delusion
So you drop it in my lap and slap me back towards
confusion
When it's so hard to decide whether to live or to
die in this destiny
Tell me what would you say if at the end of the
day it was just you and me 

Smile away the fears that only seem to run me
around
So you open up the door then the floor came
crumbling down
I've only one or two dreams there worth losing
But they're unraveling, traveling down the road
to ruin 

And the harder I try the more I slip and I slide
through this fantasy
All by myself I need your help to perservere
But the same conclusions always greet me at my
door
Wouldn't it be nice to fade away
And maybe one day you will show me what went
wrong
How did I become the unchosen one 

So when the rain is just around my corner
Throw some sunshine down my way
And I'll hit you with a smile all the while my
worries melt away 

So won't you show me a sign as I continue to
climb up this reality
All by myself I need your help to perservere
And the same conclusions always greet me at my
door
Wouldn't it be nice to fade away
And maybe one day you will show me what went
wrong
So how did I become the unchosen one