Explain away lyrics

Artist  : Violent dirge 
Song : Explain away
 
I cannot understand I cannot fit Found reality The
visions of past, love These are very sad visions I
try to imagine Possibility of such absurd
Deformation I reflect if observe of face
Practically its shapes Could be so absorbing
Fitting to those circumstances It sounds like
soundtrack From the great movie Very cruel,
gloomy Why cannot I forget About visions of past
and desires?