Following my own tracks lyrics

Artist  : Whitlams 
Song : Following my own tracks
 
It's getting harder to decide on which way i
should go Should i let myself down fast? I don't
think i wanna know It's over said but understated
just how hard it can be Hey i think i've seen
this road before and it's so hard to believe I'd
be back this way again after i told myself to
leave You never said that it was gonna be easy
But i didn't know just how hard it would be I go
'round and 'round I'm lost and found I'm never
happy in the middle I've gotta be up or down Just
when i think I've found level ground I turn
around and destroy all of the life i've found
Well self-destruction's kinda dumb But if you do
it well You can find heaven if you can handle
hell It's all a part of understanding just how
strange life can be Living a lie becomes so easy
but now i just want to be free I feel inside out
never thought i'd doubt my ability to work it all
out Going forward to fall back working hard to
relax I never thought that i would be following
my own tracks it's going 'round... It's going
'round... It's going 'round