I've lived this day a thousand times it won't go
away
And all I can see are the eyes of people I will
never be
And it makes me ill the way
You love me still
I can't decide if You're the missing piece buried
in my mind
Immersed in sand I try to reach try to take Your
hand
And it makes me ill the way You love me still
I think back to the days I was around
And it brings me down to a place I've never
been
I think back on a picture of a child and dream
awhile
All the more I miss Your perfect ever shaking
heart
Solace came with a drop of blood and a taste of
shame
When You took my turn You struck a match and You
let it burn
And it makes me ill the way you love me still
I think back to the days I was around
And it brings me down to a place i've never
been
I think back on a picture of a child and dream
awhile
All the more I miss Your perfect ever shaking
heart