Disgust lyrics

Artist  : Against Me! 
Song : Disgust



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 It's not just my imagination that I got a gun to
my head. Cause I can feel the cold metal and I
can smell the gun powder. I know they got their
sights on me and its not just paranoia that makes
me think this way. I know they got their plan for
me. I know they got a grave for me. They want me
to admit defeat. They want me to show my fear
they know their system's going to break me. It's
crushed countless before me. 



I stand here and try to look out into the dark
vastness that is my future. Unfortunately I can't
see shit. There are clouds and there seems to be
layers to the sky. It's all just too unknown. I
waste time wanting to know what will happen. How
will it end. But I never want to reach that day
when I no longer have a need for that curiosity.
I don't want to know the end to this
"movie". 



Shouldn't I be living yet? Shouldn't I know where
I'm headed by now I have millions of dreams and
things I want to do with this life. But I barely
have time to do the little I do now. It's not
satisfaction I get relaxing at the end of the
day. It's escape from the stress. Disgust that
I'm already in bed waiting to go to sleep again.
Wasn't I just heere? Didn't this just happen? I
can't say I know what will happen tomorrow. The
higher meaning that I'm looking for did not show
itself today.