That Particular Time lyrics

Artist  : Alanis Morissette 
Song : That Particular Time
 
my foundation was rocked my tried and true way to
deal was to vanish
my departures were old I stood in the room
shaking in my boots
at that particular time love had challenged me to
stay
at that particular moment I knew not run away
again
that particular month I was ready to investigate
with you
at that particular time

we thought a break would be good for four months
we sat and vacillated
we thought a small time apart would clear up the
doubts that were abounding
at that particular time love encouraged me to
wait
at that particular moment it helped me to be
patient
that particular month we needed time to marinate
in what "us" meant

I've always wanted for you what you've wanted for
yourself
and yet I wanted to save us high water or hell
and I kept on ignoring the ambivalence you felt 
and in the meantime I lost myself
in the meantime I lost myself
I'm sorry I lost myself¡-.i am

you knew you needed more time time spent alone
with no distraction
you felt you needed to fly solo and high to
define what you wanted
at that particular love encouraged me to leave
at that particular moment I knew staying with you
meant deserting me
that particular month was harder than you'd
believe but I still left
at that particular time