Hate Me lyrics

Artist  : Blue October 
Song : Hate Me



 Send "Hate Me" Ringtone to your Cell 

 Mother: Hi Justin! This is your mother it is 2:33
on Monday afternoon. I was just calling to see
how you were doing. You sounded really uptight
last night, it made me a little nervous, and a
little, well it made me nervous, but it sounded
like you were nervous too. I just want to make
sure you are really okay and wanted to see if you
were checking in on your medication too. You know
I love ya. Take care honey, I know you're under a
lot of pressure. See ya. Bye Bye! 



(Verse 1)

I have to block out thoughts of you, so i don't
loose my head

They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in
my bed

Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that
I'm alone

Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel
like home

There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding
in my brain

An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you
never call again?

And will you never say that you love me just to
put it in my face 

And will you never try to reach me, it is I that
wanted this



(Chorus)

Hate me today 

Hate me tomorrow 

Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you


Hate me and wait, yeah wait for it to swollow


Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you




(Verse 2)

I'm sober now for 3 whole months, it's one
accomplishment that you helped me with 

The one thing that always tore us apart is the
one thing that I won't touch again

In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my
head up late at night While I was busy waging
wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight


You never doubted my warped opinoins on things
like suicidal hate

You made me compliment myself when it was way too
hard to take

So I'll drive so fucking far away that I'll never
cross your mind 

And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave
me behind



(Chorus)

Hate me today 

Hate me tomorrow 

Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you


Hate me and wait, yeah wait for it to swollow


Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you






(Verse 3)

And when the sad hard eyes say bye to you and
wave 

Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake
that I have made 

And like a baby boy I never was a man

Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your
face in my hand

And then I found out I can't make it go away,
just make it stop

Come back and shine just like it used to be

And then she whispered "How could you did
this to me?"



(Chorus)

Hate me today 

Hate me tomorrow 

Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you


Hate me and wait, yeah wait for it to swollow


Hate me so you can finally see whats good for
you, for you, for you, for you...