it's so hard for me to tell you how i feel.
and i can never say exactly what i mean.
you are my nineveh and i've been jonah from
the start.
and i can't let you make the
same mistakes i've made.
if for a moment i
could overcome my fear
i wouldn't have to
hide behind this fiction wall.
sometimes i
wonder how i call myself your friend.
a
failure to myself.
a failure to him.
what if i told you.
would you reach for
him after all.
would you fall down to your
knees.
would you walk away from it all.
would you fall down at his feet.
and i
watch you live in months between the sun.
i
can't help but feel that i wanted more than
this.
and still i smile inside and know
it's not the end.
because the light of hope
is brighter than this wall of silence
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