I'm leaving here today. I'm gonna go real far
away from here. I'm gonna find a girl like the
one I met in high school. But she's not gonna get
away this time. I'm gonna keep her by my side. Not
gonna lose my grip on you. I'm gonna somehow make
it through this time. Not gonna fuck up like I
did back then. Maybe I'll even fall in love
again. [Chorus] And when I try to make things
right. I always seem to lose the fight. Can't
seem to hold on to my life. So I go on through
the pain. That's why I'm leaving here today.
Won't make it any other way. Cigarettes & sleep
are the only things that keep me from losing my
mind maybe in time you'll know that. Without you
I am nothing I have always acted blind. I'm never
coming home because you left me all alone last
night and you never even showed up in the
morning. And so I try to find a way to hold it
in. I guess you win this time. Good friends are
hard to find. [Repeat Chorus]