I haven’t slept in so long. It feels like
weeks. My mind’s in overdrive now. My
muscles atrophying. In fear of all the angles.
All the reasons I can’t breathe. Never
sure if I can come away remitting this
dependency. In constant fear and doubt of death
and all unsure. I need something to calm my
nerves now. Nothing that drugs can’t cure.
A total plague of worry. In need of logics reason.
Do I want to sedatives to settle all my doubt. Not
sure of the side effects or repercussions anymore.
Not sure if I want to feel the psychotropics
an