Contradiction in my thoughts is the barrier of my
life
I cannot jump that nigh to overcome
Too many hidden ways - their destination is
the same
Which way is wrong and which is
right
Sometimes I wish I had a
choice
To end or to begin
Sometimes I
wish I could live on my own
But
nothing's breaking through the walls inside
All the dreams remain behind
All the
voices fade away
I'm falling into
nothingness of life
I don't care about the
time
I don't need to understand
There's no confusion in my mind but the
clarity is gone
I hope you'll never ask
about tomorrow
My abandoned ship is carried
by the current
I cannot fight against it and
I cannot force it
Sometimes I wish I
had a choice
To end or to begin
Sometimes I wish I could live on my own
But nothing's breaking through the
walls inside
All the dreams remain
behind
All the voices fade away
I'm
falling into nothingness of life
I don't
care about the time
I don't need to
understand