conscious to my surroundings the curse of birth
that i am strapped to unable to i gnore life's
atrocities my physical presence cripples my only
means of escape and i want to escape this and it
always brings me back to reality i try to lose
but i always will retain it release me from my
awareness the feelings strong enough to kill me i
become so afraid that i want to die cast upon me
the strength to survive my awareness is my true
love and keeps me alive