i try to realize i try to understand what every
thing has become and i want to strip away the
incompetence expose everything to my loveless
heart i want to be loved how much longer will it
torment me i'm strapped within the weakness of my
uncertainty, my sexuality, my inadequacy laugh at
me as i slip away in search of serenity to suture
the wounds as i am swallowed within its twisted
complexity it calls me the spoiled soil save me
it doesn't me anything how much longer will it
torment me it calls me to save me