i fear the fear that stalks me an irritant which
dwells and thrives upon the threshold that
defines all meaning and i wait i fear the fear i
that haunts me i fear the undefined my
non-existence i fear it the abduction of my
understanding i'm just a servant to the endurance
of death i'm not dispensable but i cannot escape
natures laws i'm not dispensable i'm afraid i
need a reason to compensate i'm a captive of
affliction.