come here in silence and kiss me quiet lying on
the floor
i`m acting dumb like you wanted
but i`m not your kid anymore
i`m not your bastard john
just because i played along
i`m not your bastard john
just because i played along
you`re just a comma
you give me pause with your temporary charm
but i`m distorted
can`t you see it when i`m underneath you
trying not to look alarmed
i`m not your bastard john
just because i played along
i`m not your bastard john
i`m not your bastard john
so don`t try to fake me out
with some bulls*** promise that you didn`t have
to say
you present to me
just keeps on giving every damn day
i`m not your bastard john