Another pointless dream fades away
And I'm
forced to open my eyes
And I wish I was
still asleep
Through the pane the sun
shines on my face
And fate has imprisoned
me in one more perfect day
A fractured
image leaves only black
And I grow distant
as I have once before
Now it has
occurred and I can't escape
From these
memories that run so deep
Prevented from
everything devoid of sleep
And my attempt
at deletion remains incomplete
I knew it
would and depression would return
I wish I
could end my life but you have left me weak
So I guess this sadness is my eternity
I know that if we'd never met I'd still
have a smile on my face
But if given a
choice I'd endure the pain
I wish it
were one-hundred but it's twenty-percent
That from my only wish would bleed reality
Countless attempts are made but it's all in
vain
Because it's just too easy to enter
another daydream
Maybe I'd forget you on
one summer's day
Now I beat myself
to death
Maybe I'd forget you on one
summer's day
Now I beat myself to death
Maybe I'll forget you
And maybe I'll
forget you