I'm dazed and contused alone now feeling confused
one more time
I'm fucked up animosity has
been struck up
You were supposed to be my
friends this not so good thing how it ends
There is no way to make amends forced to my
knees - I'm screaming
Beat down and
raised up piss half fills the loving cup
Our bonding now breaking been giving - now I'm
taking
Tried hard to be the best I could
brought home with violence how good
Acting
only as told I should again I'm down and bleeding
this pattern
repeats - spiralling around
me
Spiralling round me - this pattern
repeats.
Respect - no way man I'm bored
it's out of hand
The time has come to close
the door I just can't take this anymore
You're anal and you make me sick so get the
fuck right off my dick
You filthy dirty
lying whores I just can't take this any fucking
more
I'm lonely and I've drawn a blank
worked so hard with no thanks
Push through
dirt to find the way out left alone in the house
of doubt
The face that looks at me is dead
killed by the bad things in my head
Push me
again if you dare I'm past the point of pretending
to care
I'm starting to wonder what friends
are for.