You won’t find me condescending at your closed
door you won’t hear how I feel. say you’ve been
there before the holiday’s the hardest time to
fill in all the blanks and you don’t need anyone
to show you those mistakes wrap yourself up in
only math of our world fill up the holes in your
full heart with details for all the riddles
solved and every puzzle you complete can’t seem
to find the pieces to the heart that beats you’ll
master every task but always by the book then log
it in your past with risk that you once took they
left you then, they’ll hurt you now can’t get too
close to you or you will cut them down and any
fool can play I’ll raise the stakes with another
turn we risk, we roll and we burn at arms length
you never get hit there’s too much to gamble when
you let someone in my true friend I’m spewing and
only one more positive I just might spill some
notable insight I didn’t think before I purged so
here I am attempting to unlock your closed door I
wouldn’t break it down ’cause you’d be gone for
sure you might say something nice of me and send
it in a card or under whiskey breath slur kind
words at the bar and you’re sinking me while you
stay afloat in the tank you built we drop, we’ll
never learn