The Beloved`s Cry lyrics

Artist  : Orphaned Land 
Song : The Beloved`s Cry
 
My heart flies on her wings
Now I'm crying,
the moon so red
Tomorrow shall be yet
another hell
To the sun, (the) sky's soul is
fed
Blows pass me
(I'm) down them I do
not feel
Anything except the shadow is
real
Why did she do it ? , Why did she die
?
How could she leave without saying goodbye
?
She has proven my life to be just a lie
When sea waves crush they hit me hard
But
I do not feel them
And then reality is no
more real to me
I ask myself, should I end
it now
And rejoin her, at last ?
I miss
the cold embrace of lust
There's nothing
left, just dust
Nothing is left from my
dearest love