I paint myself a window in this world of your
conception where it all comes down to you knew if
you conceived it you knew I would believe it you
knew that you would paint me into your world of
blue you call it something to say you call it
nothing to lose you call it anything but the
truth suffocation in words your isolation
disturbs I can hear your voice as it echoes on so
bury over and over the songs you sing inside my
head I don't wanna lose what you left inside of
me cause it's all I own of you the red disguises
secrets lies and the blue belongs to you alone
the gold is time wasted in lines of indecision
dragging onward so bury over and over the light
in you that won't stay dead I don't wanna lose
what you left inside of me cause it's something
real pulling me under I hear the warm hum of your
voice washing over me a blue light melody of sound
shines across my back and now its pulling me down
pulling me under to where hide yourself alone
gagged and tied to the weight of ourselves
underwater well I won't forget this loss the
shame of regret turn out the lights and sit in
darkness while I try to make it through silence
there's a monster growing strong conspire to
bring me down its all I own of you