Happy Ending lyrics

Artist  : Tech N9ne 
Song : Happy Ending



 Send "Happy Ending" Ringtone to your Cell 

 [Tech N9ne]

I didnt wanna fucking do this
song, for real

But I wouldnt be real if I
didnt



[Tech]

I be sittin by
myself and thinkin, mamma what have I become

All I wanted was a family, but when I look I be
the only one

Losing everything but money,
everybody left and I dont even get to see my
young

Only happiness I get is in the studio
or when I get to do another run

On the road,
doin shows, get the woes, when it slows

gettin cold, getting old, but the flows, gettin
sold

I've been doin this a minute but I
think I wanna end it cause I'm on a higher level
when I go

But the music I be doin it, be
losin, make it hard for me to grow

All I
wanted is a family portrait, see my babys on a
ranch with horses

But I was fucking devil
bitches in corsets. I was livin really good but I
torched it

I'm sorry ms jackson, I'm speakin
for real and I never meant to make your daughter
cry

But I guess I'm a failure with women
and I'm lost and I feel like I ought to die

Feel like I'm rotting away, my life is just off
in the grey

How much does it cost I will
pay, to lay, and be off in a coffin today

I
mean off in ashes, this life ain't after a
classes, If I get blasted

This is Suicide
Letters all over again, I thought that I passed
it

But I guess that I didnt, cause this one
is written and there is no mending

When I'm
broke I'm a joke, when I croke I just hope I wont
be descending

But this ain't a joke, I want
you to know that Tech ninna is never
pretending

Alone in my bed, a gun to my
head, asking WHERE IS MY HAPPY ENDING? Ya



[Chorus]

Tell me how it ends?



What about me? Where is my happy
ending?

What about me? Is this a life worth
living?

You know how it begins, but how does
it end for me?

Will I ever win, or does he
have it in for me?

Will this stop before I
stop breathing?

Is their lighty, in this
dark I'm seein?



[Tech]

Chea, I
put my life in this music, nina is inside out

I set my heart out for people, they know what
the inside bout

Will they keep feelin ninna
forever, this I doubt

Can never cry for
help, if you listenin this my SHOUT

I'm
searching for the passage way to happiness

But i'm wordly So I have to lay in
nastiness

Yes, this is Strange year,
worldwide fames near, but the games queer

Sometime I feel like I'm rudolph, the
reindeer

But instead of a red nose, I stay
in my red clothes

And the music they said
blows, is on top and the cred grows

Can you
ressurect a mother fucker that feel like he pose
as a dead soul

Deteriorate to an inferior
state almost equal to bread mold

Now as my
head goes, wish I could shed those

Because
all the time the ninna was shorted, what I bled
froze

So now that I'm cold blooded, and
hella sick is what the med shows

The tread
slows, and dont even think you reviving a dead
rose. Chea



[Chorus]



[Tech]

I'm on the verge of insanity, but
I'm competant

I'm breakin so I pick this
one to vent

The reason I look away when you
talk to me my brain is producin evilness

I'm
drownin in 151 and rumble ments. Thats how I
feel

I sit in the mirror with this gun and
practice how to kill

But I know damn well
that the people like me really wanna know how to
chill

This life is about a check, about a
number about a bill

Think about all the
love I lost cause my quest is about a mill

I feel like your stupid, dont talk to me I'm
crackin up

And I dont mean laughter I'm
full of bitterness and its backing up

And I
live with angles, but lately demons been shakin
up

Tug of war with my spirit, you see the
blood I'm hacking up?

I love my kids and my
fans inside I sob harder

Cause you pay the
price for my life and its right like Bob
Barker

And I wont pretend its ok I'm no
facade starter

So I guess my only happy
ending is in a massage parlor

Chea



[Chorus]