my heart is deceived by my eyes
my actions in
the name of beauty
i'm sickened and strangled
by myself
that i would allow an unyielded
desire
to lead me astray
put to shame
by my lack of trust
i confess my faults with
tears
manifestations of Your grace fill me
revelations of forgiveness
wounds
healed by wounds
the Father's mercy peace
beyond understanding love from You that i don't
deserve
i shut my eyes i still my feelings
listening with closed eyes
i rest in
Your guidance
trusting You sensing You
i listen and hear...abide in me